Everything is different and you feel alone.

There is someone who has taken a path of solitude who is tormented by their own thoughts. They may not be alone, but they feel alone. I am focusing on you now. Stick with me here, I have some explaining to do. You are getting read. Sometimes the future seems scary, and not even I want to know, but hell, I'm a psychic, I'll look anyway, it's my job. Sometimes we find our fears waiting there in our future when we are lost in thought and worrying about days that haven't even arrived. These are the things that torment our thoughts. We fret about our past and worry how the present will reflect in the future. Maybe things haven't been going so well and you are scared, or we are scared, that this "negative" path will just continue on. Well I know a few things. *Things* happen in our lives that moves us into a new space of thought or reality, or say in metaphysical speak onto a new path. It's like starting a new job, you don't know what your doing, who is around you, you eat lunch alone, or hope you are eating it with the right person. But there is a reason for that new job. It may be a better location, better pay, better position, better people. But first you must make a decision to take a path of solitude, or one of that of the Hermit. When the Hermit goes out of his cave, he goes in search of truth, in search of reality. No one can tell you what your reality is right now, but you can pay attention to what your life and your reality is in the moment. So this Hermit takes "a new job" be it a new job, a new house, a new skill, or even newly being single, and he has to suffer the learning curve. Sometimes this new "project" seems impossible and unending and that's when self doubt kicks in and the fear of the future enters the picture. Then you are plagued with worry and at the base fear, this is what has been happening to the person that I am thinking about right now. This could apply to anyone at anytime, as nobody is fearless and everybody goes through this at some point to some degree, this is universal. What's the spin? You have to surrender to your path and agree with yourself that your life is different now and accept it. Let's keep with this metaphor of this "new job" ~ you took the job, maybe not willingly, but karmically your life has put you on a new path. It's like driving on the freeway and being stuck in an exit only lane and you are cut off and are forced to exit the freeway. You're put on a different street, maybe you were going the wrong way in the first place, perhaps you realize that at that moment your gas light comes on, or it's life's way of making you avoid an accident. I find that when our reality is forced in a direction that we don't always agree with, it's protection from something worse. I once was fired from a job, it sucked, I felt bad, but I went and cashed my last paycheck, and later found out that that very same day the company crashed and folded and everybody lost their job, yet I was the only person that was able to cash their paycheck because I was fired earlier in the day before everyone got laid off. I went and got another job, and it was so much better. It looked better on my resume, the people I worked with were amazing, it was more interesting, but it was scary and new, had a steep learning curve, and I was alone. I was forced off the freeway and made to take another street, and I didn't know at first what I was doing or where I was going and I felt like I was never going to 'get it'. There are a few ways to look at it. ~ Hey! New scenery, look cows or ooh a 99 cent store! ~ Or, OMG what the hell am I doing, where am I, I am never going to get through this, this will be unending torture and I'm going to get car jacked at any moment. So ultimately what do you do? Do you just sit there and sob in your car and die of dehydration? Of course not. You do what you need to do to get back on your path. You ask for directions, or stop and take a break, hit up Jack in the Box or something for an egg roll, who knows. But life isn't over. Just the scenery has changed, and soon you will find yourself once more in familiar territory. Soon that new job will be your old job and will become second nature. You just have to accept that life is different now, surrender to the unknown, and then seek out your new reality. No living in the future here. I mean what's real. Remember the Hermit is looking for truth. And then once you surrender and accept life for what it is you get back to business as usual. Whoever this is, your future is not doomed and you are not cursed or meant to suffer forever. And by the way, you won't be alone forever. Actually, I see you becoming one with your craft. You actually were caught up in something that didn't serve you anymore, and now you will get back to living your life. Your feelings of worry and hurt are going to subside and your focus is going to shift to what you are doing with your life and you are going to find a new rhythm that better suits you and your schedule. What I am seeing, and this is what has been the base of your fear and worry for a long time even before your dramatic change of path, is that you are going to have to be alone and live with yourself for awhile and guess what, you will be okay with that. Don't panic, you will enjoy your own company. These cards are expressing a solo life, and figuring things out for yourself, and not looking for others to define you. Isn't that what we are supposed to be doing anyway? Easier said than done right, and by the way is one reason why going to a psychic is so cool because they can be a compass. This is why you got forced off the freeway, others or your environment were defining you. You weren't defining you. Okay, so you have to fly solo for a little while. I know what you are asking. And no. Actually lines of communication with others are going to open up. This other path that you were on silenced you and you had little or no say. On the contrary, you will feel liberated and candid in your relationships with others. Once you snap back into reality you will find your life and yourself much more dynamic and interesting, and will be much more intriguing and attractive. And guess what that will attract? You are going to attract what you really have been secretly yearning for yet were too scared to venture out on your own to get it for fear of being alone. You are entering one of the best times of your life, and it's going to last for awhile and you are going to walk away with so much. I promise. I wonder how old you are. This past that you are getting out of wasn't pointless or trash or wasted time. No regrets here. You are leaving with benefits, or say a 'pay out', and when you get to a point where you can look back objectively, you will see that it was a win. So I leave you with this. I leave you with peace of mind, you are finally now on the right path and it is leading you to great places, and you will begin to form tight bonds with important people and wow will you be gorgeous. Don't miss my next reading, it may be for you. What's your next step?